Last One

To whom it may concern
This my last one
Look around my urn, bet they gasp
Huh
Too late now
Bet the pastor
Talking bout my life
The dreams I's after
Everything I did it was nothing
Never amounted to something
It's too late now to press the issue
Pretend that you're crying
Using your tissue
I know that their laughing
I know that their glad
Wish they could've seen me in the body bag
It's too bad for them
The cards I was dealt
Options in my head use a rope or a belt
Never made a fuss
Never meant no harm
Never meant to break
Any type of bond
Pushed an alarm
Sirens going off
Doctors run in say sorry he's gone
Look what he's done
A father and a son
A husband long gone
Bleeding from his arms
Bleeding from the gun
Pleading for some help
Pleading to be done

Pleading for forgiveness
The sin that is done
The sin he's committed
The sin he's won
Hoping for a chance
Hoping it's done
Thinking no one will miss him when he's gone
The pain he has caused
The problem not solved
Their praying for his mom
And one for his dad
One for his family
Not knowing he's sad
Not knowing the half

Of all his demons
Fighting in his head
Fighting when he's dead
Fighting when he's gone
Fighting all alone