Last October

[Verse 1]
I spent the end of last October
Crying on your shoulder
I'll just never win
We're going through this
I'm not even there
I'm never there

[Verse 2]
My mind
It could use a little peace and quiet
My soul
Wouldn't mind a warm place to hide
My ears
Red and sore from always standing in the snow
My lungs need air
I spent it on all the thank-yous and goodbyes

[Chorus]
I'm scared
I'm helpless
I'm shaking
I'm weak
My bones
I feel them breaking
I'm tired
Of losing against me
I'm lost
I can't win

[Verse 3]
My tongue
Is bleeding red from all the things I can't say
My hands
Are clawing at the dirt to dig up anything
I can't say
I didn't wish for this before
I'm ashamed
I don't deserve to be here anymore

[Guitar Solo]

[Chorus]
I'm scared
I'm helpless
I'm shaking
I'm weak
My bones
I feel them breaking
I'm tired
Of losing against me
I'm lost
I can't win