​lapse

[Verse]
I made a lapse in judgement
I thought it was, it wasn't
You got a way with words, and you keep fuckin' me because it
I shoulda fuckin' known
That you were up to something
I shoulda fucking killed myself the last time I was nothing
But here I am again
You was my only birch
Felt like my only friend
So if I'm nothing now
Was I nothing then?
You know the trust is gone
You know the line is thin
I cut my fucking hair
I wish I never did
I see my fucking face
I think it's hideous
Tell me to love myself
Girl you're ridiculous (And she)
Dumb ass bitch so I don't trippin' then

[Outro]
I made a lapse in judgement
I thought it was, it wasn't
You got a way with words, and you keep fuckin' me because it
I shoulda fuckin' known
That you were up to something
I shoulda fucking killed myself the last time I was nothing