Lanterns

[Verse]
I'm heading straight for the coffin
I can't stop constantly coughing
Your whisper softenly softened
I'm boutta pop a new [?]
For now my heart may be popping
Later it could be stopping
And while your feet are all stomping
I think my mama is calling me
Yelling for her attention while all I need is affection
Born from a C-section but was I born at all?
Need to answer her call
Searching for all these answers to all these questions that [?] this broken path in your past
Shine me, light with your lantern
Shine me light