Lament of the Lovestruck

[Verse 1]
Trying to recall when this had begun
Hiding in this nightmare of my own creation
A pain, in vain of what you have built
When your plain ignorance is what got me killed
Your face, it makes me move on my own
I dream for the day I can call it my home
I want to punch glass, and I want it to break
When you fight for your freedom from me and you stand awake

[Chorus]
Oh, my wounds they don't heal
Can blood soak through love when the blood isn't real
Reflections of you in my eyes
I always make you smile but you just make me cry
Sometimes I wish I was dead
I feel more comfortable with a gun to my head
Is loneliness fate or just pure bad luck
My life isn't mine when I'm so lovestruck

[Verse 2]
Wrote 3 deadly letters signed to your name
With blood as ink running from what I became
Softer voices call me below
Don't want to be known as the kid who died 'cause he couldn't let go
Nowhere to escape
The shock I still feel when I see your shape
All of you cry over love lost at sea
While I don't even have someone to break up with me

[Chorus]
Oh, my wounds they don't heal
Can blood soak through love when the blood isn't real
Reflections of you in my eyes
I always make you smile but you just make me cry
Sometimes I wish I was dead
I feel more comfortable with a gun to my head
Is loneliness fate or just pure bad luck
My life isn't mine when I'm so lovestruck

[Bridge]
Pain, lust
No trust
I must
End us
I am want you want
Love, insane or not
Cracked reality
What am I thinking?
I want to protect you, I want you to feel safe
But what if I'm the danger you forcefully face
So alive when I'm next to you but nothing kills me more
Than to start anew and forget what I fight for
Love me (I want us to cry)
Hate me (Get out of my eyes)
Hurt me (Allow me to die)
Help me (Get out of my mind)

[Chorus]
Oh, my wounds they don't heal
Can blood soak through love when the blood isn't real
Reflections of you in my eyes
I always make you smile but you just make me cry
Sometimes I wish I was dead
I feel more comfortable with a gun to my head
Is loneliness fate or just pure bad luck
My life isn't mine when I'm so lovestruck