Lament

Sometimes I really hate You have a plan with my life
I wanna do things my way, do everything in my time
Patience definitely not a virtue
Especially when devil’s here always tryina hurt you
I’m tired of feelin disappointed tryina mend the pain
Waiting on Your way is right, I know, but times I feel insane
God I need Your help cuz I’m a mess of brokenness
I’m not the devil’s joke, but he’s laughin at the test

I know I need to trust You, believe that You are true
When I’m on my knees and cryin out I know You hear mе too
They say that disappointment leads to good mеssages
I need divine appointment to show me what the message is
Pain & grief make some good lyrics
But damn, I’m weak, I feel the heat
Would You protect my spirit!?
Show me that You love me cuz it’s really what I need
But if words are gonna heal, then I guess I’m gonna bleed

I know You got a strategy with all that you are doin
Everything works out, & then I say I knew it
So help me to remember not to try n take the reigns
There’s a purpose and a reason even when it rains
Don’t always understand it, sometimes I get confused
But You always shine a light and lead me to the truth
Head the signs, open eyes, and listen to the warning
Cuz when the night is over, joy comes in the morning

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