Laidback Gemini

(Verse 1)
This time around I woke up with the sun with the image of pain
Not that I'm hurtin somehow I feel numb and can't feel anything
Getting colder and colder and colder and colder my heart is in change
Takin my kindness for weakness is wrong so most times I'm estranged
But I'm used to being alone, I figure this is the reason I'm strong
I pay attention to what's going on
I'm well aware and I stay in my zone
Kind of hard to believe in love when there is no loyalty
But I know my worth I'm breakin the curse the gift of my royalty
So please stay away from me
If you're not about peace you're considered an enemy
Must have respect don't even test otherwise you're messin with tranquility
But anyway maybe another day my heaven will shine
But anyway maybe another day everything will be fine

(Hook)
Numb to the pain cold hearted I can't feel anything
Numb to the pain cold hearted It's just simple and plain
Numb to the pain cold hearted it will never be the same
Numb to the pain cold hearted I just got to maintain

(Verse 2)
Energy high but they want me so low but still can't control
It's protected anointed i'm not like the ones who be sellin their souls
In a good postition to say that mine will never be sold
Once again let me tell you my heart as been changing it's colder than cold
I handle the load guarantee that I'm doing my thing I stick to the plan
Still don't understand how I turned numb maybe someone else will explain
Calmness is in my brain serenity I always stay sane
The road that's less traveled alone in the battle
Whatever's at the end to obtain
Gold number 1
It ain't like there's something new under the sun
I accomplish my mission and then i'm done
I be mindin my own not concerned with none
The coldness inside is invadin me making me stronger it's weird you see
I rather stay that way I know i'm improvin in truth and honesty

(Hook)
Numb to the pain cold hearted I can't feel anything
Numb to the pain cold hearted It's just simple and plain
Numb to the pain cold hearted it will never be the same
Numb to the pain cold hearted I just got to maintain