La Dolce Vita

[Intro]
You don’t know what love is (yeah, huh)
What’s love?
Until you know the meaning of the blues

[Verse 1]
Just got off the phone with I’ll tell her name later
She was talking cold, the past seventeen days without her
Ain’t no taste in her words, everyday it got tougher
She was boutta leave, she was boutta quit me, panic was my sulfur
Ain’t the type to leave shit bitter, but man I was up in Malaysia
Working for the summer, hoping our connection would get better
Deep down I always held my doubts ‘bout her, I’m a cautious lover
In a couple months, she boutta leave for Orlando, lick all them white boys in they sandals
Yeah I’m in constant patience for scandal, I know how close she holds her friends that like “brothers”
Well I got my “sisters” too, none of them I never thought to screw
You my boo, but I always got a number two
I’m scared that’s the truth, scared of being number two
So of course it took a lil’ less than one day or two
To find my next target, my back-up project, my future version of you (you)
We were out the hotel rooms, back in the swimming pool
When I pulled her head towards my lips and started missing you (and started missing you)

[Chorus]
It took so long since I got through you
It took so long for you to feel my truth
I want you to love me
Like they ain’t gonna be
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
No tomorrow, no no

[Verse 2]
This the girl I talked to back in London
She was into me, I was into her, we was intimate
At that time you weren’t nothing but a sundown
A dream ever present in the back of my timeline, she was like a nightgown
You woke me up, I put me back to bed, put a mute on your sea sound
How we went for a second round, for a final round
Don’t get me wrong I appreciated her but with a bound
I loved that she loved me, how she desired my mouth (hah)
How we laughed in the bus, feeling us out
I thought I was like my brother but that ain’t ever been what I was about
I fucked up I did, killed two queens and a kid
Memories I can’t ever get rid, I think of both of you every morning out my bed
It was a step to take, better remorse than regret
But damn I regret, how I had to murder the girl I used as a shed

(Chorus)
It took so long since I got through you
It took so long for you to feel my truth
I want you to love me
Like they ain’t gonna be
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
No tomorrow, no no
(Hey hey hey damn hey)

[Verse 3]
Brown eyes, blonde hair, oh no I dared
Green eyes, brown hair, that evil stare
Small eyes, dark hair, medieval care
Got treated so unfair, they the ones that got they hearts flared
I live with constant guilt, but you still there
Damn you still care, and I’m out here acting all rare
Scratching my balls on a fuzzy armchair
Y’all got back-up so I’m still waiting for the wheels down there
I been a coward who felt empowered
When I was nothing but a C-class Austin Powers
From now on, I’m stopping with the conceived tumors
I’m boutta aux cord into the whispers
No rumors or bad humor
No shitting on humans that deserve hot showers
I’m done, I’m done, I’m done with starting sweet and ending sour
I’m getting rid of my trashy ego hours
I’m done, I’m done

I’m done

[Chorus]
It took so long since I got through you
It took so long for you to feel my truth
I want you to love me
Like they ain’t gonna be
No tomorrow