L.O.S.

You keep on pushing and you’ll get your answer
But it won’t be the one you want it to be
I think it’s funny how we don’t get storms around here
Anymore, and the rain, when it comes
It tastes like nothing
I want you to remember me
For things I never did
‘Cause none in this world deserves
To see my happiness
I know what it’s supposed to be like
To be young
But it is not the way I thought it would be
My paranoia functioned like a broken mirror
To distort and destroy any clarity, and what’s more
I want you to give back to me
The child I never was
‘Cause believed what I was told
Like everybody does