Knowin’ Myself

[Intro]
Yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Oh

[Chorus]
How can I be lovin' myself, knowin' myself
Knowin' everything I ever did wrong
Music is an outlet
I'm in need of inter-process
Wouldn't you believe me if I said that I get rich from it
I got fitted plain jeans
Dreams of bein' free, every days a blur
Like in my sports car when I speed
I'm obsessed with how I'm seen
I'm afraid of everything
When it comes to showin' you the real me

[Verse]
Sometimes I think I picked the wrong path
I was hurting you so many times
Regrеtting all the times I made you feel bad, yеah
I was so deep in my anxiety, I didn't even realize I was sad, yeah
I had forgotten the feeling as a kid we all have full of hope, yeah, yeah
I just remember bein' 12, trying to figure out how to use a rope
And I'll be honest, I don't even know why
I been trying to put the pieces all together but I can't
All I know is when I sit down, I start thinkin' of my past
I don't see pictures, just these feelings, 'cause my memory is blank
So I'm sorry if I seem a little low
Watching Netflix with you, baby
I just keep slippin' back
To my dreams of the sun and livin' by the palm trees
Giving our kids what I never had
And I'm sorry if I boss you around too much, baby
I just believe in equality
And I know my place even though it's fading
I'm a man, baby, follow me

[Chorus]
How can I be lovin' myself, knowin' myself
Knowin' everything I ever did wrong
Music is an outlet
I'm in need of inter-process
Wouldn't you believe me if I said that I get rich from it
I got fitted plain jeans
Dreams of bein' free, every days a blur
Like in my sports car when I speed
I'm obsessed with how I'm seen
I'm afraid of everything
When it comes to showin' you the real me