Know Myself

Sometimes I feel like I don’t even know myself
It’s bad for my health If I don’t know it won’t nobody else
Sometimes I feel like I don’t even know myself
See the cards that’s dealt remember you’re the only one that can help

The sky turn black like the Ice Age
Repeating the story won’t find me on the right page
Defeating the object prospects the might fade
Left with a few brain cells I didn’t quite save
In my man made cage built for one
I guess the years of Psychosis are still to come
Paint in my left lung knows its stronger then straight rum
Still going strong days after the raves done

I’ve said I’m stopping these drugs more then once
Then realise I’ve been hitting this trip for 5 months
In the corner he slumps brains out of order
Addiction creeps up and follows me like a stalker
Weeks are getting shorter but the lines are getting longer
Losing my mind it’s time to clock on to
The fact that it’s self inflicted
Learn to kick it or remain restricted

Sometimes I feel like I don’t even know myself
It’s bad for my health If I don’t know it won’t nobody else
Sometimes I feel like I don’t even know myself
See the cards that’s dealt remember you’re the only one that can help

There ain’t nothing like a mans pride, true feelings denied
I apologise for all the times that I lied, shit pushed to the side
For me to survive, in my heads where I hide
Caught in the divide
Of knowing they’re not controlling
Wires get crossed and cause an explosion
Going through the motions wishing and hoping the the crew’s right there it just takes time to soak in
Eyes open but I still can’t see
Huddle with it i’m wrong when i’m this angry
But deep down I know with a spade digging my own grave in this hole
But a price on my soul, feel I’m losing control
Are they friend or a foe? Time for Leaf to roll
Just stick to the goal. and learn some discipline
When mistakes teach it’s wise to be listening

Sometimes I feel like I don’t even know myself
It’s bad for my health If I don’t know it won’t nobody else
Sometimes I feel like I don’t even know myself
See the cards that’s dealt remember you’re the only one that can help