Knots

[Verse 1]
I've been walking about so frustrated
Know what i wanna say but can't explain it
On my iPhone got pages and pages and pages
Of lyrics that ain't even worth saving
Feel like I haven't seen my family in ages
So called friends all feeling like my haters
Enemies wanna get my blood on their stainless
Everyone else just wanna see my failures
Depression I've had a couple cases
Good at hiding my pain behind faces
People asking for pictures on the pavement
I thought I only had a Nottingham status
See I don't even wanna be famous
I just hope if I fall from the top it'll be gracious
But if you ask me if I'm cool
I'll probably just say some shit like I don't know fam cah

[Verse 2]
Ain't shit changed manna live-o
Still ADHD manna hype snow
Still walking about on fly mode
Still get a bad bitch singing all her high notes
Still a G like Stylo
Still the best to ever do it nigga try know
Still avoiding the pen like biro
Still stuck in the labs like scientists with white coats
Might flick airplane mode on my iPhone
Might wear blue shades if a bruddas eyes low
Heard some bruddas had to dip and then lie low
Where them niggas gone nigga how would I know
Happy I'm don't run from the feds and the 5-0
But it's still hot in my ends like Cairo
Old niggas getting pissed cus a young nigga get it
Trust me they're bare sore no dino

[Verse 3]
That's when I came coco smooth
With all my old Gs and no new dudes
I've been about for so long
If you're really worth knowing then I will know who's who
Been depressed for a sec but no boo hoos
Blow up and take the city I'm so due too
Got a new iPhone and clothes new too
Had to ditch that bitch T she was old news true
I've seen the WhatsApp like Snow's new tune
Had a crew mute and the whole room gassed
We can sit in a studio and we won't do tracks
Like D Dot said you don't do facts
Cruise by slow or float through fast
Wavy in here my flows too Dax
Man said he's gonna do his best to over take me
Really and truly there's no use fam

[Verse 4]
Everything's coming but it's all at a price
In the last year I must have saw my nephew like twice
My cousin said she only sees me on YouTube
My auntie asking me if I know what she looks like
I found myself looking to the Lord for the light
But it was still dark so I had to call it a night
Can't even say if I'm sure I'm alright
Cah one bad thought might force a goodbye
Talking good byes my ex link miss me
With the emotional shit you can miss me
Heart full of hatred, niggas done dissed me
Future's bright can't dwell on the history
I'll drink til I fuck up my kidney
Might blank your calls if you ring me
I'll be out here on my ones all grizzly
Suppose the life that I'm living is risky

[Hook: x3]
My life's in knots my flows in knots
My mind's in knots my foes in Notts
My shine’s in knots my bro’s in Notts
My highs in knots my lows in knots
To be so some failure no I’m not
I'm trying not I know I’m not
My grind’s is on I’m glowing hot
The rise is on I’m Snow on top