​kms again in my dreams last night

[Intro]
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah

[Verse 1]
Killed myself again in my dreams last night
Everybody woke up to my fucking scream last night, I
Cut myself and start to bleed last night
I'on even know what it really mean, last night, I
Fell asleep with the lights on, blood with the Lysol
Grind in my sleep, I got pain in my right jaw
Everybody wanna help but I'on even think I like y'all
I dream about dying all night long

[Chorus]
I got bad thoughts, bad thoughts, but I'on wanna die
Knife in my right hand, but I'on wanna try
Glock on the nightstand, still, I'on wanna die
Cut off my life span, like, I'on wanna try
Feel like this every night
Still here, like, why do I?
This night, I really might
Like it's just another day

[Verse 2]
3 A.M., nose running, four drums, four hundred
I look in the mirror like I know who I am
When I feel like this, I just feel like shit
I just get so pissed and it's on my wrist
Yeah, this shit so slit when my brain won't quit
Let my head get split
Find my body at the bottom of the fucking ocean
Lemme up that fucking pole, lemme sip that potion

[Chorus]
I got bad thoughts, bad thoughts, but I'on wanna die
Knife in my right hand, but I'on wanna try
Glock on the nightstand, still, I'on wanna die
Cut off my life span, like, I'on wanna try
Feel like this every night
Still here, like, why do I?
This night, I really might
Like it's just another day

[Refrain]
Yeah, I got bad, bad thoughts
If I die, that's my loss
Still awake, I'm exhausted
Start to feel it, I just lost it