Track 2 from $hortCut’s EP, Mind of a Madman. Produced by $orrowful $layer. The lyrics featured in this song have a deep and meaningful undertone of depression and an everyday struggle, as depicted by $hortCut, in freestyle form.
Here I go, sitting suicide, this my prime
Dope smoking to pass the time
Sittin' all alone, bitches on my phone
Tell 'em to go away, or I make 'em pay
Fuck 'em, make 'em pay
But I sit here, thinkin' to myself
Why am I the only one living in Hell?
God, why have you forsaken me?
Everything God gave is taken away from me
Why? God why?
So I sit here, thinkin' to myself
How the hell am I gettin' out of here in wealth?
Aye
I wish I had a couple, maybe a few, just a little bit to top it off
Man, man, I feel really mad I'm goin' off
Killin' bitches like there ain't no mozel tov
No parties, no nothin'
Just sad, and lonely in common
Man, I am the freak that came from the ground
Why isn't there any help? There's nobody around
Why? Why all these bitches be hatin'?
But I get nothin'
Criticizing minds, because you got nothing yours
There ain't nothin' about that, man
Make sticking you like feeling you doing life a chore
I got a problem with yours, you got a problem with mine
I said that too many times, before I'm feelin' sublime
I feel like I'm dyin', and I ain't breathin' a lie
Ok? Life, why?
Why have you forsaken me?
Kissing Suicide was written by $hortCut.
Kissing Suicide was produced by $orrowful $layer.
$hortCut released Kissing Suicide on Wed Jul 19 2017.
$hortCut: “It’s about how I get depressed because of my lack of mental confidence, and knowing how everything is all in my mind. How everything in life seems to be better than how I perceive it to be. It’s called ‘Kissing Suicide’ because it seems almost everyday I have the same feeling of dabbling...