​kinda ugly

I feel kinda ugly
All the TikTok kids got me crumblin'
Know it's vain, know I'm buggin'
All my friends say that I'm lovely

I feel kinda ugly
All the TikTok kids got me crumblin'
Know it's vain, know I'm buggin'
All my friends say that I'm lovely

I take a look at where I'm at
A clearing yellow and black
I've got my life on my back
Don't know when I'm comin' back

Lights of the city keep track
Of how much juice I got, battery at 20%
I guess I should start walkin'
Is the library open?

I don't want to sleep yet
I wish I could level my head
Keep thinking that I lack a pretty face with the eyelash
Holding higher regard than my brain or my kindness

I miss feelin' like I was good enough for them
Temporary but sometimes it kinda felt like confidеnce
Partnership a Band-Aid for me 'causе I got some toxic things
That I've drilled into my skulls everyday again, and again, and again, and again

I wish I was not so insecure
Wish I could taste the love I'm near
When I know this self-hate is manufactured
Keep me feeling fractured, we all burn

I've been trained to feel ugly
All the TikTok kids makin' money
I'm not saved, I'm still learning
But everyday I work on somethin'

On my back at the park
Lookin' up into the stars
It's midday but there they are
Just like the beauty we are

If you don't see it today
If you don't see it tomorrow
Keep surrounding yourself
With those with whom you belong

And I feel kinda ugly
All the TikTok kids got me crumblin'
Know it's vain, know I'm buggin'
All my friends say that I'm lovely

Feel kinda ugly
All the TikTok kids got me crumblin'
Know it's vain, know I'm buggin'
All my friends say that I'm lovely