​kinda numb

[Verse 1]
Not gonna lie, my chest is tighter than before
Yeah, it was me, but why am I lying on the floor?
I never thought I'd be the one to give it up
But then I felt too much then didn’t feel enough

[Pre-Chorus]
And I know that my head's been racing
I don't do well with replacing
Kinda jealous, kinda faking all
And the thought of you with someone else
Made me wanna prove myself
By putting up another stupid wall

[Chorus]
So I’m sorry if I'm kinda mad
It's maybe 'cause I cared
I thought it wouldn't hurt me bad
But maybe I was scared
And I've been doing bigger things
But you're still everywhere
It's not fair

[Refrain]
Something ’bout you makes me go insane
And there’s something making that okay
Yeah I know I shouldn't feel this way
But maybe you feel the same?

[Verse 2]
Not gonna lie, I know that I messed it all up
I should have tried but I find it so hard to trust
So many lies, I guess I’ve gotten sorta numb
Wish I could explain why my heart's been acting dumb

[Pre-Chorus]
And I know that my head's been racing
I don't do well with replacing
Kinda jealous, kinda faking all
And the thought of you with someone else
Made me wanna prove myself
By putting up another stupid wall

[Chorus]
So I’m sorry if I'm kinda mad
It's maybe 'cause I cared
I thought it wouldn't hurt me bad
But maybe I was scared
And I've been doing bigger things
But you're still everywhere
It's not fair

[Outro]
Something bout you makes me go insane
And there's something making that okay
Yeah I know I shouldn't feel this way
But maybe you feel the same?