​killing time

[Verse]
When all my time is wasted
When I'm bitter and old
When my tongue is twisted
Will this weight still hold me down?
Will fall get colder than old winters?
In my head, I'm not a victim
Missing you and all your habits
And I barely even felt the slightest bit alive
How much time can I kill
Before it's something else that dies?
Realized there's no point to scream and cry
I've tried harder than most, until I started asking why
I've seen every photograph
And I still can't spot what's wrong
It's like you weren't even there
And I did it all alone
(Did it all alone)