KidultHood

[Intro]
Words on worth
Breathe and grow

[Chorus]
I been feelin' like a grown-up, a grown up
Tryna find my way I'm so stuck I'm so fucked up
I been feelin' like a grown-up, a grown up
Tryna find my way I'm so stuck I'm so...

[Verse 1]
Thinkin' bout how I'm gon pay my bills
Never resort to steal, all about that thrill
Thinkin' about the future that's when shit get real
Really shoulda finished college but I gotta acknowledge
That I can't conform
Can't go back to the way that I was before, no
That I was before
They don't want to see nobody grow
Introverted please leave me alone
Doper than what you got on the stove
Never let nobody take control
But now I don't know where to go
Spent all my money on dro, and still, I feel so alone
Somebody just hit my phone
But now I don't really wanna speak
Yo too much shit going on and I been feeling the fatigue
Everybody want the money give a fuck about your dream
Do it for the Grammy, Shazam with the lean
Cause y'all niggas ain't payin' shit, you're on a wave
I'm on a whole another wavelength
Gravity holding me down, thinkin' about escapin'
Wasn't on a holier route when I needed savin'
So save it, roll the group from the pavement
Keep the blunts in rotation
Head in the clouds, I'm in the spaceship
Ain't no one ahead of me now, I'm relocating
Cause I need the nature and I need the trees
Trees, I need the breeze
Need to unwind and be free
Cause I been just struggling, husslin' barely survivin' and dyin' in brief
Yeah, I been dyin' n bleedin', they said it get better
It seem they been lyin' to me

[Chorus]
I been feelin' like a grown-up, a grown up
Tryna find my way I'm so stuck I'm so fucked up
I been feelin' like a grown-up, a grown up
Tryna find my way I'm so stuck I'm so...

[Verse 2]
Once again I won't pretend
The present tense is such a gift
And I'm on tan, I'm heaven sent
I'm gettin' bent, the worryin', it never ends
I got some friends, I cause the shift
I'm negative, I'm positive, I'm lots of shit
I'm educated, ignorant
I'm lost inside my consciousness
I'm poor, I'm rich, I'm elevated, off the shits
And I don't think I'm gonna make it
Home with the girl that got the flow
But it gets kinda creepy when you know what I know
Tryna stay woke with ya eyes wide closed
Ain't no president gettin' my vote
Ain't no dreams in my residence niggas still broke
They don't want to see nobody grow
Introverted please leave me alone

[Chorus]
I been feelin' like a grown-up, a grown up
Tryna find my way I'm so stuck I'm so fucked up
I been feelin' like a grown-up, a grown up
Tryna find my way I'm so stuck I'm so...
I been feelin' like a grown-up, a grown up
Tryna find my way I'm so stuck I'm so fucked up
I been feelin' like a grown-up, a grown up
Tryna find my way I'm so stuck I'm so...