Kicking Cans

I was kicking cans
I made a thousand different plans, and nothing's changed
I still retain

That everyone's got issues, currently mine is I miss you
Just the same
And I'm to blame

The final straw is in a glass
I'm stabbing at rock bottom
Through the ice
It feels so nice

Coated with my singing, few more hours, now we're bringing down
The night
And it's alright

If nothing ever changes, how the hell am I still here?
So, give me twenty minutes and one more beer

I'm tired of all the answers when I'm looking for excuses
I'll be fine
Every time

Only if you notice do I start to pay attention
To what is right
Beyond my eyes

It's hard to play the victim when you got it in your system
I let it melt
And how good that felt

Try to make amends with all your memories and friends
Forgive yourself
Forget yourself

'Cause I forgive myself
So forget yourself
If no one ever changes, how the fuck am I still here?
Give me back my twenty and something clear

I was kicking cans
I made a thousand different plans, and nothing's changed
I still retain

That everyone's got issues, currently mine is I miss you
Just the s...
...I'm to blame
It's all the same
Yeah, I'm to blame