​keeping count

[Intro]
Guda

[Verse]
Wore off, I don't wanna breathe no more
Tore off, every feature you adore
So what am I left with?
A body I can't look at anymore
You will not find me where I been residing
At this point they all gon' think I'm in hiding
Always unstable, but I'm never minding
I keep my door locked and my notebook blank
Want no tension and no restrains
Not sure when I turned to fresh air, to feel alive
It's hard to breathe in with your mouth, when your tongue stays tied
Treated like I don't know what I'm talking about, I fucking doubt it
Oh, you really thought you figured me out?
Now I'm surrounded by the onеs, I love so how come it don't feel like Thеy love me, love isn't more than a ceiling above me
I am not keeping a record
But I've been ahead of the game for a minute
Seep in the gutter, I'm pulling you under I said would stop
But I didn't, nowhere left to live you can take me out
Will you make songs about me even when I'm not around?
All the stars look at me asking, why I'm never keeping count