Keep It a Secret

Its ok, if you need to pretend
For all of your friends
That you don't even miss me
If that's what helps you sleep at night
And its alright, if you need to be mean
And blame me for everything
And swear that you don't want me
If thats what helps you keep your pride
But I know when you close your door
And I'm not there to make dinner for
And you'll have to eat on your own again
And you'll have to sleep all alone again..
You know, honey, you know i know
You'll be wanting me
But I'll keep it a secret
If you need it to be
And its ok
Not to see me at all
And screen out my phone calls
And swear you never loved me
If that's what gets you through the day
And it's alright
If you found someone new to try to make love to
And make sure you forget me
If it helps to be that way
Cause I know when she's in your bed
And she can't do the things I did
You'll close your eyes
And you'll pretend
But that won't be enough
And that's why..
You know, honey, you know I know
You'll be wanting me
But I'll keep it a secret
If you need it to be