Kawasaki Boy RE-AMP

We're going back again
Going back where it started
I'm looking back again
It was fun while it lasted
So unsettling for you to say to me we both lost it
Our home is covered in dust our days there were fun while they lasted

And I don't know how I wake up and live like this
Just wasting time avoiding the silence

Don't know where to go
Nowhere feels like home
How can I leave behind all I know
Am I living life, if I'm so terrified
And never happy where I am?

Lately a mess, I’m so obsessive, it's too late
Is it in my head, feelings I'm tying to forget, but I can't change
I just want to feel again I don't want to go another way
Keep running away from my fate

I'll drive through my city as I wake up
To remind me of the place where we grew up
From the smell of the smoke that killed our lungs
To the parties where nobody wanted to show up
But I never quite expressed the love I felt
I'll drive this car into the water and choke on my seatbelt
Found my guts age 22
I'm gonna do what I wanna do

I wanna be brave
But I'll fall on my face
I just wish I could take my time
Easy to say but I can't look away

Don't know where to go
Nowhere feels like home
How can I leave behind all I know
Am I living life, if I'm so terrified
And never happy where I am?