kansas (roaming Around)

[Intro]
JJ, just stop making beats

[Chorus]
I think that I gotta accept
The fact that I'm gonna live with way too many regrets
Hating every single time that I've taken a breath
Only solution is putting a knife in my chest
It's for the best that I don't put a rope around my neck
You're the one who cursed me, then again it's my fault
Maybe I deserve this
Father, I'm unworthy, take away my shackles
I know I'm not perfect

[Refrain]
Now I roam around Kansas with the burden that I keep
Higher powers have abandoned the person that is me
I don't think that I'm a human, I was granted immortality

[Verse 1]
Now I'm a monster but at what cost?
I could live forever but that doesn't mean I'm forever over my flaws
If anything, they've been amplified, I'mma run away until I'm lost
I'mma keep runnin' until I give out
I'mma keep going until I give in
Even though I have my reverent doubt
I know I live in perpetual sin
I know that I can never be devout
I'm the one being they cannot forgive
One look at me and they all fuckin' shout
"Please do not hurt me, I wanna live!"
I don't even mean no harm
It's with God, I lost this bet
But they flee before I can say anything

[Chorus]
So I think that I gotta accept
The fact that I'm gonna live with way too many regrets
Hating every single time that I've taken a breath
Only solution is putting a knife in my chest
It's for the best that I don't put a rope around my neck
You're the one who cursed me, then again it's my fault
Maybe I deserve this
Father, I'm unworthy, take away my shackles
I know I'm not perfect

[Verse 2]
So if they think I'm a beast, then I guess that's what I will be
Terrify innocent people running around in the streets
If they do something illegal, swear to God, I didn't see
They're saying that I'm a folktale, well I guess that's my fate
Of a monster with a trenchcoat with worms on its face
(Wormface)
That's what they're calling my name
It's like a cult, there's those who worship me

[Refrain]
Now I roam around Kansas with the burden that I keep
Higher powers have abandoned the person that is me
I don't think that I'm a human, I was granted immortality

[Chorus]
I think that I gotta accept
The fact that I'm gonna live with way too many regrets
Hating every single time that I've taken a breath
Only solution is putting a knife in my chest
It's for the best that I don't put a rope around my neck
You're the one who cursed me, then again it's my fault
Maybe I deserve this
Father, I'm unworthy, take away my shackles
I know I'm not perfect