[Verse 1]
(Yuh)
Back when I was still a little kid on Kansas circle
When my father told my momma he ain't want me
I was purple, from the bruises fightin kids at school
I thought I wanted murder but I really wanted music
And expression through the verbal
I was cryin to my momma all the time about the huntin
Thought of drama, it was only addin problems to a problem child
I told a momma I so sorry, I been hurtin my whole body
Always shakin when school n shit is volatile
My brother smokin dope thought that was the way awhile
I started smokin dope, tryin numb the pain awhile
I was 12 years old just a juvenile
Now i'm fillin prerolls feelin suicidal
My babysitter as a kid was a pedophile
Doin shit I couldn't wrap my child head around
My momma cryin, I was scarеd my father reconcile
I told "I feel likе a woman" now it been a while
Its been a while since we talked like
Human shit was borderline abuse but its alright
Momma workin all day, I was cryin all night
Felt so alone as a child, I was growin more wild
But if you mess with my family then its on sight
Remember when I found out my brother died of cancer
Was the moment that I realized I ain't never want the spotlight
Lemme tell em’
[Chorus]
Shit gon change in the Kansas house
I ain't really knew me had to figure shit out
I was only 13 I was so stressed out
I ain't knew what the fuck this life was about (yeh)
Shit goin change in the kansas house
I ain't really knew me I ain’t figure shit out
I was only 13 I was so stressed out
I ain't knew what the fuck this life was about (yeh)
kansas house. (interlude) was written by ISSBROKIE.
kansas house. (interlude) was produced by Ttthou.
ISSBROKIE released kansas house. (interlude) on Sat Feb 04 2023.