Kaibutsu

Ah another day and I'm already lost - defeated
In a world so wonderful the voices crowd the city
So again I will pretend that I cannot hear them shrieking
'Cause I'm going crazy

The sweetest smell I can't describe's invading my mind
Something is awakening I feel it stir inside
And suddenly I pause to think "Whose turn will it be today then?"

Within this broken world
What can I?
I even achieve?
What can I do?
I don't think I can do a thing?
'Cause I'd give anything to never once see
Your pretty eyes filling with tears bеcause of me

I wish with all my heart for a brightеr tomorrow
Far beyond the hold of the mistakes that taint the world today
I'm clinging endlessly onto this dream 'cause I wanna see you smile

Never not ever
Will I hurt another
I want - I just want to be stronger still
So I can continue on true to who I am

Another day and it's already sickly peaceful
In this world so wonderful the gossip clouds the city
With a howl shrill and loud I turn away blocking them all out
Guess I'm really losing it 'cause now
With my head held high I'm proudly marching
There's full intent behind the sound of each and every step
And there's a taste that won't fade
Tempting me like a fruit forbidden
A glimpse into the underworld

Ah~

Gotta live my life, aiming for only the light
Gotta live never hurting someone 'cause that shit isn't right
I gotta live with honor, never going over the edge
I gotta live right without making one mistake in my life
So tell me is it right to live just as I am truthfully?
Or tell me is better to live when I have to deceive?
'Cause I don't know exactly who I am supposed to be
Can someone look me in the eyes and tell me who it is I am exactly?

Can someone tell me?

Even though another day has passed without an answer
In this world, I fear that there may not be one at all to find
And if that's true I wouldn't mind as long as I can still laugh with you
Quickly, it's racing, this heart in my chest
My whole body is shaking, I'm screaming out!
Maybe it's a sign that now's the time

I wish with all my heart that I will overcome this
Weakness in my soul devouring it time and time again
Every mistake that I have made 'til now
'Cause I wanna see you smile

Never not ever
Will I hurt another
I want - I just want to be stronger still
So I can protect all those I love with all I am

So it's a promise
I swear this with all that I am
I'll keep running - I'm running, I'm racing on
So I can surpass the me who's holding me back!