Just To Live

[Verse 1]
Yeah
The last showing
The waves crash, the tides growing, eyes open
Watchin' it unfold, yet I’m high hopin'
That the madness I'm soaked in helps me to find focus
I walk with a faith that death [?]
Wasn’t doin' no numbers 'til I pushed the grind forward
Exercised all of my schedule and made time for it
A lot of you rappers barely got the mind for it
I'm a artist with the mental and the drive for it

[Chorus]
Goin' through the motions just to live
Some days I can hardly even feel
If they lie, would you ride for me?
Sometimes you gotta question if it's real
Goin' through the motions just to live
Some days I can hardly even feel
If they lie, would you ride for me?
Sometimes you gotta question if it's real

[Verse 2]
Decisions I made
Second-guessin’ and questionin’ my mistakes
Knowin' I can’t control what's already laid
Understandin' that timin' is everything
Oceans of insecurity on my face
Had to battle my demons for goodness sake
Granny’s said I'm a sample of heavens gates
That's why I gotta shine 'til he seal my fate
Holy weapons will hold me into [?]
Who be that movin' mountains onto waves
I just want my mama in the hills
Wanna 'proach a lotus [?]
I get in my bag and in my feels
I know all that cappin' is finessed
Thought it was for play, but it's for real
2peece on the beat I know it slide
You can't get the seekers 'less for real

[Chorus]
Goin' through the motions just to live
Some days I can hardly even feel
If they lie, would you ride for me?
Sometimes you gotta question if it's real
Goin' through the motions just to live
Some days I can hardly even feel
If they lie, would you ride for me?
Sometimes you gotta question if it's real