Just to Get to Me

I close my eyes
Try to tell myself, it'll be alright
But my doubting mind
Is against me now, I can't hold it down
I thought I was a strong man
I don't wanna say that I'm falling apart
I know I'm gonna break
So what's it gonna take to get to my heart
Oh, You want my heart
And sometimes
You shatter dreams, You tear down walls
You wake me up, when I'm half asleep
Just to get to me
You shower me, when I don't deserve
You never hold back anything, no
Just to get to me
I don't deserve
For You to chase me down, to call me out
One day I hope to learn
How to completely give you all of me, hey
Through all my testing
You have never left me falling apart
I know I'm gonna break
Do what it's gonna take to get to my heart
If that means
You shatter dreams, You tear down walls
You wake me up, when I'm half asleep
Just to get to me
You shower me, when I don't deserve
You never hold back anything, no
Just to get to me
Before I ever had a heartbeat
Before I even had a name
You held my life inside of Your hands
Every door that You open
And every road that You've closed
Was Your plan in motion to make me who I am
You shatter dreams, You tear down walls
You wake me up, when I'm half asleep
Just to get to me
You shower me, when I don't deserve
You never hold back anything, no
You never hold back
You never hold back anything
Just to get to me