Just Kidding

[Chorus]
I wish I was dead sometimes
So I wouldn't have to check my phone
I wish I was dead sometimes
So I could spend a day alone
And not feel like everybody hates me
Making plans on another planet daily lately
I wish I was dead sometimes
Hahaaaaa just kidding

[Verse 1]
I packaged up my pain today
I wrapped the box in cellophane
It's clear so I can see inside
To watch the worst of me escape

[Pre-Chorus]
But I like your apartment
I like how your hair smells
It buries all my problems
Until I forget the details
That's all I can talk about
Without hurting your feelings
So check out all the love I get
It’s fake and doesn't happen at all

[Chorus]
I wish I was dead sometimes
So I wouldn't have to check my phone
I wish I was dead sometimes
So I could spend a day alone
And not feel like everybody hates me
Making plans on another planet daily lately
I wish I was dead sometimes
Hahaaaaa just kidding

[Verse 2]
I buried all my pain today
Shallow, not too far away (not far)
If you look then you could see inside (inside)
And watch the worst of me escape

[Bridge]
Plan A, Plan B
I'm numb but still I'm hurting
Mental, physical, it's cyclical
But what they hand me
Plan C, Plan D
You can't kill what you can't see
I'll take on every little thing you hand me

[Pre-Chorus]
But I like your apartment
I like how your hair smells
It buries all my problems
Until I forget the details
That's all I can talk about without hurting your feelings
So check out all the love I get
It's fake and doesn't happen at all

[Chorus]
I wish I was dead sometimes
So I wouldn't have to check my phone
I wish I was dead sometimes
So I could spend a day alone
And not feel like everybody hates me
Making plans on another planet daily, lately
I wish I was dead sometimes
Hahaaaaa just kidding
(He's just joking, it's alright)
Not far away

[Outro]
And Repeat