The fifth track on Clutching at Straws continues the story of Torch and his struggle with self doubt and alcoholism.
“Just for the Record” portrays Torch’s delusion that he remains in control of his alcohol and substance abuse and can stop whenever he wants to. Musically it strikes a very different...
[Verse 1]
Many's the time I've been thinking about changing my ways
But when it gets right down to it, it's the same drunken haze
I'm serving a sentence to write life's sentences
It's only when I'm out of it I make sense of this
[Chorus]
Just for the record I'm gonna put it down, down
Just for the record I'm gonna change my life around
[Verse 2]
Just a revolutionary with a pseudonym
Just a barroom dancer on my final fling
Just another writer paying off my dues
Just finding inspiration well that's my excuse
[Chorus]
Just for the record I'm gonna put it down, down
Just for the record I'm gonna change my life around
Just another empty gesture with an empty glass
Just another comic actor behind a tragic mask
[Verse 3]
But I've got no discipline got no self control
Just a little less painful here when my back's against the wall
[Bridge]
It's too late I found, it's too far, I'm in two minds
Both of them are out of it at the bar
[Instrumental]
[Verse 4]
When you say I got a problem that's a certainty
But I can put it all right down to eccentricity
It's just for the record it's just a passing phase
Just for the record I can stop any day
Just for the Record was written by Ian Mosley & Peter Trewavas & Steve Rothery & Mark Kelly & Fish (Rock).
Just for the Record was produced by Chris Kimsey.
Marillion released Just for the Record on Mon Jun 22 1987.
In an interview with Debbie Voller for No 1 Magazine on 30 May 1987, Fish said:
This is about being in a happy mood and knocking drinks back in the bar and going, ‘I can stop any day, it’s noooo problem! I havnee got a drink problem!, and in actual fact you’ve got a severe drink problem!