Just for Now

[Verse 1]
My heart beats loud enough to deafen me
And you keep coming to me in my dreams
And lights flash, I beg that you'll appear
In flesh and tell me everything I want to hear
And then again

[Chorus]
If the pain is endless
How can I live, how can I live?
When the weight is relentless
To be with you now
Feels like the only way out

Maybe you can make it better
I don't need forever
Just find me somehow
And if you're unsure
'Cause we've been here before
I don't want more than for
You to talk me down
And love me just for now
Love me just for now

[Verse 2]
My mind plays with you like you're its favorite game
And I shake, addicted to the drug I crave
And I'm trapped carrying this burden on my back
But I won't let you fall even if my body cracks
Even if my body cracks
I don't need my body

[Chorus]
If the pain is endless
How can I live, how can I live?
When the weight is relentless
To be with you now
Feels like the only way out

Maybe you can make it better
I don't need forever
Just find me somehow
And if you're unsure
'Cause we've been here before
I don't want more than for
You to talk me down
And love me just for now
Love me just for now

[Bridge]
I can't erase what we had
So please understand
It's not how I want this to be
Yet I'm chained to the past
And I'm sinking fast
Not how I wanted you to see me

[Chorus]
If the pain is endless
How can I live, how can I live
When the weight is relentless
To be with you now
Feels like the only way out

Maybe you can make it better
I don't need forever
Just find me somehow
And if you're unsure
'Cause we've been here before
I don't want more than for
You to talk me down
And love me just for now
Love me just for now