Just Because

Oh, I know
You think you lost it all
But it's the start of something worse
For you and I and it's synonymous with
All the time we spend alone
Call it recovery
Actually, no
Things don't feel fine at all and now
The worst part of me has bared it's teeth
A thousand times, so please don't mind
This fatal flaw of mine

I admit I miss the way things used to be
Now I'm consumed by apathy
I know it's wrong to feel this way
But I'm still haunted everyday
I'll think of everything that was
And now I'm drinking just because
I need something to pass the time
And make me feel like I'm alright

Let it go
Don't act so overblown
With the fact that there's a part of us
We'll nevеr get to know
We're so scarеd to be
Exactly what we're turning into more everyday
If we could do it all over again
Would things turn out the same?

I admit I miss the way things used to be
Now I'm consumed by apathy
I know it's wrong to feel this way
But I'm still haunted everyday
I'll think of everything at once
And now I'm drinking just because
I need something to pass the time
And make me feel like I'm alright