Just another message to ignore

All alone in a room i don't even own
Got some gold, spend it on i don't really know
So they're gone, now i'm broken, i'm lost
I am dying
Still they're mad from my wrongs
Now i'm dying

I've been diving, this ocean is deep
I am drowning
Pray for my soul
I am old but i act like i'm young just to cry and
Some things happened

To my sister Noelle, though you care
I know that you hate me
I beg you to save me
Is it funny my Granny knows that
I'll call her when i needed money
I begged her to save me
I know who to blame, Me
You can say that i'm crazy

This is a liar's end
But can you cry for me?
Just pretend that you'll miss me
That you we're my friend
I was bent
Like a child, i am scared of the other side
If i danced with suicide

This is a liar's end
But can you cry for me?
Just pretend that you'll miss me
That you we're my friend
I was bent
Like a child, i am scared of the other side
If i danced with suicide

Can you tell on my Mom at the least that I'm sorry
Disappointed of what she created, I'm sorry
Never paid to my brother in cash, I am sorry
Oh, It hurts how i never took care of my sisters, i'm sorry

All alone in a room i don't even own
Got some gold, spend it on i don't really know
So they're gone, now i'm broken, i'm lost
I am dying
Still they're mad from my wrongs
Now i'm dying

Renato must be really angry
Cause i'm hungry
If i we're you, i'll be happy
We'll get reunited
Your wife is so strong
She'll get over the heartbreak
Zenaida, I'm sorry
All the problems i gave you to death
You still love me
If you heard what my Mama had said
You'll be saddened
Cause that's how you love me
Tell, Jenny I'm sorry
I love her with all of my heart and i'm happy
If she forgives me
Yuan won't end up like me

This is a liar's end
But can you cry for me?
Just pretend that you'll miss me
That you we're my friend
I was bent
Like a child, i am scared of the other side
If i danced with suicide

This is a liar's end
But can you cry for me?
Just pretend that you'll miss me
That you we're my friend
I was bent
Like a child, i am scared of the other side
If i danced with suicide

I'm amazed how you hold on your dreams
To be your first, I'm so lucky
To lose you had fucked me
Can you play just a song on my rest to make it easy?
I know that you're busy
Your voice is so lovely

I wonder if we stayed together
I must've ruined it for you
I swear to look out for you every night or maybe
Just maybe, on our next lives
Change that "Dela Cruz" to mine's

All alone in a room i don't even own
Got some gold, spend it on i don't really know
So they're gone, now i'm broken, i'm lost
I am dying
Still they're mad from my wrongs
Now i'm dying