Just A Thought

Verse 1:
I’m tryin not to be cynical Not focus on the miniscule things
That keep me trippin so I dip into a whimsical dream
Judgemental pick and pull Indifferent to the clinical scheme
Viewed as inimical my intricate opinions is mean

It’s hard for me to see it through anothers eyes
My lady mad at me cuz I seem to complain like every night
So I try to be positive, see things in a different light
In spite of me fightin these urges to curse who deserve to die

Alright, I’ll admit it’s a bit excessive
Facts formin opinions that turn my wit to aggression
Obsessive’s what I become and now it’s time to learn my lesson
Digressin into a lesser presence if don’t address them

Tryin to find a sponsor, Fightin my inner monsters
Is it my time to shine? Cuz ain’t nobody at my concerts
My mind is blind, shit, maybe I’m not a songbird. But
This beyond words homie Imma be onwards

There I go again, Can’t even touch a pen
Without me writin bout myself my selfish ways cannot suspend
Against all the angst discontent
To be frank, I feel dead In many ways, already am

Hook:
I know it’s just a thought
But it’s time to change my ways mang just because
And maintain steady aim no rush at all
Cuz it’s just a thought, yeah it’s just a thought

Verse 2:
And it’s a thought that I been chasin often
But lost in translation patiently hatin nonsense
Straight from the heart, racin the pace of this content
I lay in my coffin erasin the comments

Used to hate on those who drank too much And now I applaud them
Well maybe not but
Now I just disregard them
Been taught a lot and now I know to go with some caution
And moshin through the game ain’t part been part of my plottin. Nah

I had to gain experience to have some wisdom
And from a scrub I leveled up enough to buck the system
Can’t be makin others happy if you ain’t within son
Tell the world get some, pissed, but breh I been done

And so I be flowin enough to keep my mind out of a bad place
It’s sad, but I’m glad and I have faith, shit’s fast paced
Smashin the last of my past actions off my glass plate
This is me. Above Average savageness sashay, aye

Hook