Just A Thought

(Hook)
Can't see the look on my face, feeling like imma break
I wish i could get erased, i don't wanna be here anyways
And when i cry to my friends, i feel like they're all fake
They tell me they love me, it changes day by day

(Verse: 1)
Nothing here has color
I feel like a bother
I feel trapped in smothered
?
In my funeral would you watch me?
And my friends, where will they all be?
I feel so alive, or i'm not free, of my mind, it captured me
Thеse words they say, like i can't changе
When they do, when you'll learn one day
They act like ?
I just wanna have fun, i gotta go get on a flight

(Hook)
Can't see the look on my face, feeling like imma break
I wish i could get erased, i don't wanna be here anyways
And when i cry to my friends, i feel like they're all fake
They tell me they love me, it changes day by day

(Verse: 2)
I see the look in their eyes, they think i'm weird
How did i end up right here
Sometimes i wish that i could disappear
I disassociate to escape my fears
? appear, i'm right there
I can't hear, i'm in a nightmare
I'm not okay, girl i'm scared
Is it unfair? to feel like they don't care