Just A Fan

[Chorus]
Every now and then we fall apart
I would forget it but I've had enough
Sometimes I wonder if I had it all
If I had it all, wonder what would change?

[VERSE 1]
Hey man, you'll probably never read this DM
But I've been at the deep-end lately battling my demons
I heard your EP on the way to work at 3PM
It resonated heavy, safe to say I wanna be friends
I also need advice
You see, my parents always fight
The weeks so long, from day to night
Just dragging on, I hate my life
Sometimes my father slaps my face because I was talking back in anger
I'm in high school by the way, the teacher saw the mark and maybe I was scared to be honest about it
I get picked on a lot
I used to have some friends, but I'm like you now I'm a loner
Inside I'm suicidal too, I cut myself and dunno if I'll stop
Because it relieves the pain I'm facing day-to-day your music got me through a lot though
We should really talk bro
Maybe you could help me feel better 'bout this shit, it's really hard though
When I heard your songs to rode to I don't go outside though
(?)
The rage you show explains the way I feel, but never tell nobody
It'd be great if you could make some songs and you could help me out
And we should call sometime, because it'd be cool to talk and be homies
Because I don't have any friends from home
'Cause everybody been phoney
I'm broke as fuck, dude you inspire me to write and record
Maybe you could listen to my songs and we could try doing one
Shit
Anyways, listen man, I don't mean to bombard you
But hit me up whenever you get this, I need someone to talk to
Yuh

[Chorus]
Every now and then we fall apart
I would forget it but I've had enough
Sometimes I wonder if I had it all
If I had it all, wonder what would change?

[VERSE 2]
Hi, Whxami, hope you're doing fine
So many times I tried writin', still ain't got a reply
I'm starting to wonder if you're ignoring what I fuckin' messaged
Either that, or you don't ever check any of your requested
And I ain't tryin' to be a stan
But on to some man to man shit
You're the only one who understands me on this fucking planet
So I really wanna talk, last night was rough
I left marks in my skin, but it was not enough
Have you ever self harmed before? I see you write a bunch about it, or is it just your ex you talk about in Five Cuts?
My life sucks
And there ain't anybody here that I trust
I feel like you would understand it if you tried, but
You never answer, and I dunno what I'ma do if you don't
Because I don't got no fuckin' friends, I'm in my room here alone
And I'm been going through a lot, if you don't hit me back I might just call it quits or end this fuckin' life inside of my home
Yuh

[Chorus]
Every now and then we fall apart
I would forget it but I've had enough
Sometimes I wonder if I had it all
If I had it all, wonder what would change?