July

[Verse 1]
It's gettin' late now, that's when I can't stop my mind
Lookin' for reasons, maybe it's just not my time
Change of the seasons, I'll be better by next July
I should be sleepin', but I'm stayin' up, like

[Pre-Chorus]
One step forwards, falling backwards
I just wanna prove that I'm worth
More than what my head tells me that I am
I'll try again

[Chorus]
How do I fake a smile and feel the tension?
Wait, I'm movin' too fast in the wrong direction
I've been runnin' around in the dark with no light
But I can't stop stayin' up lookin' for signs

[Verse 2]
We're back to Monday, and I'm startin' on time
Hope you can see that, I'm tryin' to get this all right
I'll quit the drinkin', and I'll speak my own mind
I should be sleepin', but I'm stayin' up, like

[Pre-Chorus]
One step forwards, falling backwards
I just wanna prove that I'm worth
More than what my head tells me that I am
I'll try again

[Chorus]
How do I fake a smile and feel the tension?
Wait, I'm movin' too fast in the wrong direction
I've been runnin' around in the dark with no light
But I can't stop stayin' up lookin' for signs

[Post-Chorus]
Stayin' up lookin'
Stayin' up, stayin' up
Stayin' up, stayin' up

[Bridge]
Now I'm gettin' colder the further I go, but I can't seem to turn away
It's a bad habit, I know that I shouldn't, I'm makin' the same mistakes
I'm gettin' older, and I should know better, but this shit is hard to break
This shit is hard to break

[Chorus]
How do I fake a smile and feel the tension?
Wait, I'm movin' too fast in the wrong direction
I've been runnin' around in the dark with no light
But I can't stop stayin' up lookin' for signs

[Post-Chorus]
Stayin' up lookin' for signs
I'll be better by next July (Stayin' up, stayin' up)
I'm stayin' up lookin' for signs (Stayin' up, stayin' up)
I'll be better by next July

[Outro]
I'm gettin' colder the further I go, but I can't seem to turn away
It's a bad habit, I know that I shouldn't, I'm makin' the same mistakes
I'm gettin' older, and I should know better, but this shit is hard to break
This shit is hard to break