July

[Verse 1]
Ripping up the surface
And I don't think I will be moving out of this
Kilos on my tongue, but it's only you I miss
Ask me why I hate me
And tell me how I should get out of it
Couple light the colour of your skin
Blue, like the waste that i fool in

[Chorus]
Hanging out in the clouds
Could you hear me in those crowds?
I don't think so
Speak your shit, though
Hit me again and watch my downfall

[Post-Chorus]
Soak me up in dopamine and light me up in kerosene
Swallow all the sertraline
Bipolar is the mind that lives to control me, yeah
Hmm, it lives to control me
Hmm, it lives to control me

[Verse 2]
Smoke goes through my window
Well, I should learn how to let go and [?]
These fuckers who rely on my sadness to dine on
I told you, ugly things seem to follow me
My own reflection won't even let me live in peace

[Chorus]
Hanging out in the clouds
Could you hear me in those crowds?
I don't think so
Speak your shit, though
Hit me again and watch my downfall

[Bridge]
It's like the skies cry in mid July
You came out of nowhere, so I say goodbye
You came out of nowhere, so I said goodbye
A heads-up next time would be nice, yeah

[Post-Chorus]
It lives to control me
Oh, it lives to control me
Well, it lives to control me
It lives to control me

[Outro]
Hmm
Hm