​july

[Chorus]
I'm broken, I hate it
I'm stupid, I hate it
I'm fine now, i'll fake it
Hurt me, i'll take it
(x2)

[Verse 1]
Oh, why the fuck did I fall for this again?
I'm blind and in the dark with bloody wrists again
I'm coughin' up my lungs from all this medicine
I went looking for a light but I got lost in it
And the days got cold
And the highs got low
And it all got old, I was all on my own
Then I read your text that said it's all my fault
'n then I ripped my bong, 'n then I went home
You say your just friends but I know its a lie
I see it all in what you post online
You got your legs pressed against his chest
Just like me, was he your very best?
What's the time?
It's half past 5
I sat back and watched it all unwind
I saw the love marks on his neck
Hung my head and wished that I were dead

[Chorus]
I'm broken, I hate it
I'm stupid, I hate it
I'm fine now, i'll fake it
Hurt me, i'll take it
(x2)

[Outro]
A part of me died when you left that night in july
And that without lie is the last time that I felt alive