Joy

I'm standing in a pool of cold blood
Thinking of how hard it was to bite my tongue
Watching my saliva run red
As i'm pulling clumps of hair from my head

Jokes and contradictions aside
I will tell you things to make you laugh and cry
Watching my saliva run red
As i'm pulling clumps of hair from my head

My mind tells me
My body tells me
That i am a monster of joy or sadness

Go outside and build a shrine
To anyone you ever painted asinine
To everyone thought was lame
To those who made you pretend you were deaf and blind