Joy

Look, put it on my soul, I ain’t ever gon’ fold, nah
I won’t ever let go, way I set up my goals, can’t let up I know, nah
I’mma peddle my flows
I’mma sever my foes
I’mma step on all toes
I’mma let em all know that I’m hot
Like, kettle I’ll blow

I been getting better on the low
My friends, don’t really know me know more
My kin, yea they know what I’m on
Clocked in, cause I know what I want
I’m in constant fear of losing it all
The music bring all of it outta you n***a
Get used to ‘em doubting you n***a
Right up till they proud of you n***a
This s*** ain’t glamorous
In fact it get damaging
My dawg can you handle when
Ain’t nobody gon believe in you except for yourself
Man that shit have you panicking n***a
I don’t wish that s*** on anyone n***a
I done been lower than standards my n***a
I done flew off of the handle way more than a few, I’m happy to be standing here n***a
Long days turn to long nights, I done lost nights I’m sure of it
How i’mma look If it all stop and you see that I didn’t make more of it
When you ain’t got no control of it
It f*** with ya’ soul homie
That’s why I gotta put my soul in it
Whatever happen know I rode wit it
Back room, spillin’ all of my thoughts on my paper just praying somebody would feel it
I been telling all of my sorrows I’m sorry If this ain’t the usual gimmick
Really it came from the spirit
Really this ain’t even lyrics
Really this came from the feeling of being the illest
But feeling like ain’t nobody in the world finna hear it
My n***a (N***a)
I done gave up real life a long time ago
I done saved up real nice, for this s***
From it, not a lot to show, yea
But I got a lot to show
And I got lot grow, so
I’mma unlock the doors, can’t stop til the man up top for sure

Put it on my soul, I ain’t ever gon’ fold, nah
I won’t ever let go, way I set up my goals, can’t let up I know, nah
I’mma peddle my flows
I’mma sever my foes
I’mma step on all toes
Gotta let em all know that I’m hot
Like kettle, I’ll blow