Journey

Verse 1:
Self-esteem going all the way down-down
To rock bottom Help me now now now now
And my problems
Running at 1000 horsepower
Causing my thoughts to roar louder
Holdin' on man I've fought for my power
Fighting with the final boss
Just like bowser
How come I’m losing my passion
Dwelling on all the things that have happened
Asking was it really worth the madness
Setbacks and a couple of the stabs in the back
By the people that said they loved me the most
But ended up clashing with em like I just said a toast
You know
I said we’ve all been through it
Gaining trust and then lose it
Gaining respect and they blew it
Took it and screwed it
Like my screws haven’t been loosened by fools
That acting luda
Before the new ones came to use it with bullshit
Fuck em
Abuse of the power
They do shit that’s out of control
You wish you knew this about em
Before you met them
So you didn’t misuse all those hours
Sitting up in your feelings
Now they’re the same feelings that drown you
Huh

Chorus:
Cause this life is a journey
And we constantly learning
But I’m tossing and turning
Cause I feel I’m lost in my searching
For my thoughts they ain't working
Whoever told me don’t ride the wave
Got lost when they surfed it
(inferno)

Verse 2:
But I still keep pushing through the rainy days..
Keep my head towards the sky
The clouds will fade away
If clouds always stay moving
Then I’ll keep on chasing
No excuses
I’ll start moving shit to get to places
Fuck outta my way
Dreams of kickin it in LA
Tell my fam I got what it takes
It’s a big move but i'm safe
Back on the wall that I’m finna break
It’s just me against the world
I don’t see anyone tryna help
Ain't no 1980’s film
But this is every man for him self
Maybe I'm just lost in the moment
Talk to myself and I'm hoping
Caught in my feelings emotions
Got me concealed in this home and
I know the deal is on ropes
If I don’t hold on then I'm going
Straight back to the start
Where my focus has now been brought to corrosion
Fuck em
10 toes to the ground though
Pushing through the roads that close
And put you on the down low
Who said that I stopped?
Who said I was gonna allow those, demons to get in me and take me away from crowds bro?
Huh?

Chorus:
Cause this life is a journey
And we constantly learning
But I’m tossing and turning
Cause I feel I’m lost in my searching
For my thoughts they ain't working
Whoever told me don’t ride the wave
Got lost when they surfed it
(inferno)