​jonestown

[Intro: vict molina]
This is a cry for help, whoever's listening
I'm begging you, please
Take a step back

[Chorus]
Maybe I fake it, maybe I'm really ass, uh
Drunk calls faded, I don't even try to text, uh
Fully committed, I didn't know the half of it
Drug addict, I should have stayed in class, uh
Good night to me is one where I came out crass, uh
But I don't get no help, I'm focused on gettin' it masked, uh
When God feeds me signs, I focus on blowing the stop, fuck it, vroom
When God takes away, I focus on getting it back way too soon

[Verse 1]
And we all bleed so what's the difference between me and you?
Maybe I talk, maybe I walk in a way you wouldn't too
Really I'm so self-conscious for someone working this job I do
Maybe I'm mad at the world, but fuck it, I gotta keep my cool, uh
People I know live so much different than what I learned in school
I gotta keep receipts for taxes, they gotta keep a tool
I wish we all had similar starts, I wonder what choices change
Life like starting a game of chess, that luck gon' rearrange, huh
We are born into pain, the cause may change but it's all the same
We were programmed to think, but these thoughts might just kill your brain
How the fuck pure thought forms? Like love get used as words in vain
You get fucked up while people pray, still, time passes the same for us
It's nonsensical, yeah
(Take a step back and look my way, uh)

[Verse 2]
I'm toxic, I'm fucked up, I'm certain that my luck's up
I will sail through this drama, don't sweat it, I skipped the sauna
Rollin' up this marijuana, three in my face, this Ganga
She dripped in Dolce & Gabbana, money from pain get spent up
Eight-balls layin' on dressers, I don't got to try to impress her
Rap shit leave me fed up, I'm sick, tryna get my bread up, huh
But still, I refuse to let up, people I know got leaded up
People I know turned veggie, but these people I know resent me, uh
I got regrets in plenty, is this where God had sent me?
Ally, I know you got me, baby, you the only one to accept me
Looking past all my faults, every single time you call
I get a break from it all, but still, I'm thinking like

[Chorus]
(Fuck)
Maybe I fake it, maybe I'm really ass, uh
Drunk calls faded, I don't even try to text, uh
Fully committed, I didn't know the half of it
Drug addict, I should have stayed in class, uh
Good night to me is one where I came out crass, uh
But I don't get no help, I'm focused on gettin' it masked, uh
When God feeds me signs, I focus on blowing the stop, fuck it, vroom
When God takes away, I focus on getting it back way too soon

[Outro: vict molina]
(W-W-Waveboys)
Take a step back and look my way
Take a step back and look my way
Take a step—