Joking/Laughing

I came here to say I miss you and want to kiss you right where you stand*
And I want to hold you until the blankets fall off the bed
And I thought that you were joking when you said that this was the end and I thought I heard you laughing when you said that this was the end
I came here with the courage of a thousand tiny birds but you shot me down with all your lying deceitful words