Joker

I was blunt and open
When I was feeling inadequate
Had to fight for approval
But you were just the catalyst
Y'all flabbergasted
Cause I've had enough of this
So why so serious?
Cause this is really hilarious
Oh,we're in this together?
But I carried the relationship
Your revelation was the killing joke
So now I laugh at it
I'm not gonna lie
This will really leave a scar
But our friendship was a joke
That had gone too far

I find so funny
How I lent a helping hand
Get told I never so shit
Or have kindness taken for granted
But the number one thing
That they will never deny
Is that I tried
I've been used for the very last time
I find it so funny
How you said I did you wrong
Yeah I was looking for a date
But don't forget,you led me on
Your entitlement disgusts me
But you have your own song
Toyed with me for a whole month
I had the right to move on
Ain't it funny how the same ones
The main ones that caused me grief
Are the same and main ones
That actually confide in me
That ride for me
Would die for me
Give a shit as far as I can see
The only ones that believe in my abilities
Funny, really
How the only real people in my life
Are the same ones that cause
The least amount of strife
I'm not complaining
I'm just being honest
For a lot of you
The end is upon us

I was blunt and open
When I was feeling inadequate
Had to fight for approval
But you were just the catalyst
Y'all flabbergasted
Cause I've had enough of this
So why so serious?
Cause this is really hilarious
Oh,we're in this together?
But I carried the relationship
Your revelation was the killing joke
So now I laugh at it
I'm not gonna lie
This will really leave a scar
But our friendship was a joke
That had gone too far

Look,if you really saw the signs
Then you would've said shit
Notice how I became distant
But you didn't care a bit
Then when mentally tired
I had loosened up my grip
But you said that's not ok
And to think about our "friendship"
That's funny shit
But I played it cool
Natural talent at acting
But you played me like a fool
Yet the funniest part
Is in spite of Knowing all my battles
Despite all I've done for you
You treat me like a hassle
You knew about my mental state
And how I wanted to cope
And in spite of treatment
I say sorry in my suicide note
Funny how I placed faith
In the ones who never cared
Put myself in that battle
Just to see how I would fair
Big mistake
But I realized it way too late
Even though I abstained
They got me like "For fucks sake"
I know for a couple
I'm preaching to the choir
But what they never seem to realize
Is how long I've been tired

I was blunt and open
When I was feeling inadequate
Had to fight for approval
But you were just the catalyst
Y'all flabbergasted
Cause I've had enough of this
So why so serious?
Cause this is really hilarious
Oh,we're in this together?
But I carried the relationship
Your revelation was the killing joke
So now I laugh at it
I'm not gonna lie
This will really leave a scar
But our friendship was a joke
That had gone too far

Joker