Joke of Existence

How mild
It's all begun
Can't switch the channel
Stuck on rewind
Radio static
Can't hear the song
I can't remember, the words come out wrong

Throw the dice and start the game
Nobody cares you never asked to play

I don't believe in God
But god I'm trying to
Cause all this world is harsh
And you are not absolved
Let's best to get involved
But you remember
That the joke of existence is a riddle not meant to be solved

I get in my [?], prеtending I got know
How to face this on my own
If they wеre to steal her
Then you should say so
Please tread lightly on my soul
And as the colors start leaking from the sky
Memories start leaking from my eyes

I don't believe in God
But god I'm trying to
Cause all this world is harsh
And you are not absolved
Let's best to get involved
But you remember that
The joke of existence is a riddle not meant to be solved