Jinx

A chance I might redeem
For years of love
Only mine

But under my regime
You're left alone
All the time

My sweetheart symbiote
I hop the wagon, miss the boat

I had to cut out
The sweetest of roots
Pulled from the ground
Handed down
Anew

I never could be sure
If you'd care
Or even know

But the guilt that I'll endure
Now that I
Let you go

Has me counting down your meds
I'll miss the litter in my bed

This can't be wrong
Did what I could
I'm always gone
It's for your own good
So long