Jim Crow

Yondo
Yeah

[Verse 1]
My god, I found God in a long walk; it's a long walk
Two times my mind stuttered with a stroke for a little manic shot
Two girls in one week
Three times, I won’t lie
Four times I hit peak
One praise, I won't die
Take pills, but I done that
Poisoning, but I done that
Cut wrists, but I done that
One time I relapsed (fucked up)
Too bad y'all see facts
Four shots before work
Three hits I’m Joe Dirt
Wash dishes the perc
My life revolving in numbers, the ID when I clock in
Ten dollars a gram, a hundred dollars for rent
Eighty nine on my check
Do I survive or I live?
White people reaching
Man's wife wanna fuck
Either way I'll be dead
Man's dumb as a truck
Ex trying to hold me and my heart had enough
So what's a nigga to do
When I'm a nigga to you?
Enemy or a friend
But a friend isn't glue

[Chorus]
Ay
I see the way you look at me 'cause silence just as blinding, hoe
I see the way you look at me ’cause silence just as blinding, hoe
I see the way you look at me ’cause silence just as blinding, hoe
I see the way you look at me 'cause silence just as blinding, hoe

[Verse 2]
I ain’t the one to fix divorces when my mind is just as gutter
As all the rastas say they love me, but they never seen my struggle
'cause they see your black ass threatening, best be racist undercover
There's a cop inside your brother, fuck your grandma, and your cousin
When you stuff me in a closet
Fuck you Amy and your father
Bet you both love eating chocolate
But my sweetness just as sour
See the darker that you go
Fuck your daughter on your couch
I don't give a fuck who knows
I’ll be quiet as a mouse
Like your family when you stuffed those bitter slaves inside your couch
The nigga friends you got for show
I been feeling like a hoe
I ain't fuck nobody tho
Mind's complacent, yes I know
Hope I blow up like a spaceship, I been falling like a snow
Sick of ra ra on that spaceship
Did I tape it, did I break it?
Tweedledee and Tweedledum
My twiddled thumbs, I'm fucking anxious
Like a nigga in the suburbs, I got Skittles in the bag
And hoodie on my head, I swear I'm glad I'm fucking black

[Chorus]
Ay
I see the way you look at me 'cause silence just as blinding, hoe
I see the way you look at me 'cause silence just as blinding, hoe
I see the way you look at me 'cause silence just as blinding, hoe
I see the way you look at me 'cause silence just as blinding, hoe

[Sample]
That's what this is all about?
Hoes, bankrolls, and hoes y'know what I'm saying?
Yo then hold up
What?

[Verse 3]
I'm sicker than the liquor in my belly
Hoe don't tell me, alcohol's excelling
Facing on my issues and my problem's seem to jail me
If I ever found a better way I'd tell me ex to mail me back
Searching through these messages like artifacts
Armored Knight and Genghis Khan; the rarities are common at
All for that
Parking where my parkers at
Rains been bouncing off of me but promise y'all my socks are wet
Market stretch
Build the fucking audience like architects
All these other zeros are just numbers to enlong a set
Tekashi
Said she love 69 like buddha sex
Rap with me, you get put to sleep like Sudafed
I mean to speak, I'm in too deep like newly weds
I mean to speak, I'm in too deep like Judas said
I've seen the feat, don't mean to priest like crucifix
My son bit 41 and my karma's got a gun