Jealous!

[Chorus]
I ain't been sober in years
You the only one I could tell my fears
Like how my friends go and disappear
I moved to the city every night is not clear
Pouring all these drinks yeah my price went up
Let's hit the club I know I'm never enough
You talk about him every second yelling at me, telling me I'm only jealous
Watch it lil baby this a brand new Margiela

[Verse]
I know you said that you wanted me dead
But how? I'm already dead
Walking along another boulevard
Told you that I'd be a star
In a supеrcar
Telling your mom that I changed
Really I am thе same
I just don't play your game
What about wedding rings, I promised you
I'm from a small town where they bother you
Be the ones stalking you
We try to make talk, how you fall through?
To cocaine
Been up four days
I'm insane

[Verse 2]
Why?
Feel like nothing ever feel amazing
Running away and running out of patience
Feel like we fight and put our minds in mazes
I don't know how you talk so complicated
Got me writing pages
Reminiscing of an old me
Pictures in frames
The only thing to hold me
I told you from the start that I ain't just another
Yeah I love my mother
So she calling every summer, "When you coming home?"
'Mama, ima see the light,'
'Changed my ways to take a flight'
Ah yeah
So many nights where I spent wasted
Faded
Thinking of your face
Wanna come to my place?

Figures
Hey idiot! Gas!
But..
NOW!

[Verse 3]
Broken inside but you've been one of a kind
I don't even lie baby just get in the ride
Let's leave it all inside the rear-view
Only one I wanna talk to
Never had nobody like you
If you leave me then it's cool 'cause I understand
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Will you love me if I don't ever get a deal?

[Chorus]
I ain't been sober in years
You the only one I could tell my fears
Like how my friends go and disappear
I moved to the city every night is not clear
Pouring all these drinks yeah my price went up
Let's hit the club I know I'm never enough
You talk about him every second yelling at me, telling me I'm only jealous
Watch it lil baby this a brand new Margiela