Java monster

[Verse 1]
I've never been a fan of whatever you're up to
I've never been good at talking with you
And you never knew
What the fuck I'm up to
That's my fault
And you always knew
And I'm always down
Like severely bad
Lookin like a clown
Puttin' on an act
I don't wanna say
What I really think
Cuz I'm fuckin scared
Of you

[Pre-Chorus]
And that's okay
And that's okay
And that's okay
And that's okay
And that's okay
And that's okay
And that's okay
And that's okay

[Chorus]
I'm sippin' on java monster
I'm sippin' on jars of wonder
I'm sittin' and start to ponder
If shit was worth it
Or if I'm stronger

[Verse 2]
This shits all in my system
I know I'm not a victim
Maybe if I'd just listened
Things would be somewhat different
And I know I'm a problem
I'm not trying to be one
Maybe you should just move on
I'm not someone you needed

[Pre-Chorus]
And that's okay
And that's okay
And that's okay
And that's okay
And that's okay
And that's okay
And that's okay
And that's okay

[Chorus]
I'm sippin' on java monster
I'm sippin' on jars of wonder
I'm sittin' and start to ponder
If shit was worth it
Or if I'm stronger

[Outro]
I hope you remember me
I hope you remember me
I hope you remember me
I hope you remember me