January

Whatever happened to the best of me?
Why does she always show up late to the party?
Drunk and asking which team won, I’m jealous of the fun she’s living in

I wasted my time when I was 23
Now I’m 29 and I can't sit through a movie
Cuz now I’m freaking myself out, I’m haunted by the sound of minute hands and gone round

Lonely and antisocial, you’ve turned me in to you
Slowly at my disposal, I’ve emptied out the room
It’s only a loss in total if flowers refuse to bloom
I need a heart that’s hopeful, I hope it’s coming soon

Hey, what ever happened to the end of days?
Why’s everybody only good on a sunday?
Closed liquor stores won’t fix the open sores
We try to pray the truth away

Lonely and antisocial, you’ve turned me in to you
Slowly at my disposal, I’ve emptied out the room
It’s only a loss in total if flowers refuse to bloom
I need a heart that’s hopeful, I hope it’s coming soon

I’ll fight till the voice in my head
Is a positive friend
Holding signs at the end
I won’t wait for the grudges to bend
These are your problems
I can’t carry them